looks different

hello there . what? my aunt rent my dads car. i feel something not too good :( for me , it looks very different . please , take care of that car yaw , i love it ! Sunday get back the car. after that wash up , go watch movie . my dad was the one suffering without that awesome car. luckily , my sister got her own car. i was like oh okay . miss that car too much. now? collection of $$$ getting lesser and lesser . okay , can collect again later on . today , i waked up early ,.. and the first want . cool right?still sleepy actually. wanna sleep back but boring uh . later got fats-.- i just hate being fat . let me thin but not fat . cause i think this ___ kilo gram of me is berry suitable . OH YA ! ~ yesterday , my aunt family come my house . last minute tidy house . my sister boyfriend ? also come:) so fun right? eat many many . nice la. too bad:( yesterday never went to any body house. no collection:( okay la ! got to close down ! update next time ya? *close down*

hari raya is tomorrow ... die die die ~

okay so ? heryo ! wah ... i am here to update yeah? like usual ! weeeeee . HARI RAYA IS TOMORROW ! and still right now , have not tidy the house , not yet prepare for kuih .. and all those stuff . so , later at night maybe will do all that O.o . surprise yeah? as i told earlier . no time. all busy what?! hurm , but the very important things that make me sad oh ya is PSLE coming ,... i cannot raya ! all that stupid freaking government la! wrong set date , bye bye . continue later . nothing much to update!!!

what the?

wow? what the? i was seriously damn shock when i know that ..... 2 days more is the day that i wait for! HARI RAYA ! end of fasting month , can do what ever that i cannot do on fasting month ! wow ! hum , but cannot too like what. Primary School Leaving Examination coming !and i need to study to get my ambition . i hate being at home , yes i have change . and i am a me on myself . don't care what others prefer me to . now , i already getting damn rude to my family. i was just stress . i need what i want . not damn all , but this problem will have no situation . my mother was damn like what. her other "CHILD" was all like she give everything . while me ? this is very the unfair ! i was hum okay . the main point is why my family was like this? every one of them change attitude , i love the old ones !just getting bored of life. need to treat me like a "SERVANT" is it . stupid right? okay , hope i die soon so this world can change the old EARTH . please , i need the old world . and not this world . seriously , don't hope for it . till now , have not buy any preparation for the 2 days time event ! why? last year , 2 weeks early , everything was prepared ! now? last minute . no use of having stupid life. my teacher tell me that , we cannot last minute things . means that , everything cannot last minute . all this while , i feels that i am the luckiest girl ever in world . the answer is no . only sometimes cause someone makes me damn happy !every time i do something always have people make it not that right . i just hate being myself . yeah , i was born this way. but i hate the way i was born . last time i love , but now.. no point of loving it . everything ruined my freaking asshole life . others , have fun .. while me? like shit ! e.g ; people loves to stalk my blog . i don't hope for it . you think i stalk your blog?  hell , i have no time . so what? you do/does not eat pig .. you still you . means that , weather anything you do , i know the person is YOU ! blame on yourself please . do not accused people who have not done anything wrong. please . be matured . not childish . stupid teenagers will the one act childish . i don't mind , if i fought with you . cause i know you no life the person ! CORRECT RIGHT I TYPING !? okay la , you have long time never see me update ? nah , you idiot bitch ! go die can ? for your own good ! oh please?! you just wasting your time stalking my blog oh ya? cause this time , you can do good things;study? come on .. don't waste the buccy spuccy time . cause you can enjoy after the world last examination ends at the primary school days. you can enjoy how much you want ! now , shh shh shh ! go , study . easy , take out a book or what so ever and read? get me? don't waste time. bye bye . better , i go study then wasting my worthy time on YOU BITCH ! :>

HELLO ~

Hello awesome babies . long time no update yeah . hee . Cause everyday some fuck happens ! PROBLEM all the way . it is better for me to hang around with Illydea ! so fun . her friends was so wow ! fun after all yesterday ! more than 20 . not like others do. the others well something like controlling my life oh yeah? hee. that was really sucks! nah , next time i will hang around with them again:> ! yeah ! okay la ! next time update again can ? btw , SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ! yay ! HAHA! BYEBYE ~

hurm..

Helow . sorry if you think i copy your song to my profile here . sorry hor , please. hurm .. getting hungry this days . when eat time , eat many2 no use . later stomach cramp again . how i wish it dont happen:( *sigh*okay , tell you this funny and amazing secret after all yeah ?these days i get easy hungry time . !:< ! what the ?! how can i fast ? but i still fast cause it is simply a small problem . sorry awesome babies for not updating these few days or what so ever , cause i am busy revising oral . yeah , as you know . P6 no life want . hurm , the day i started to use blogger is 23 November 2010. and it is my birthday and also that time , i was in KL ! went to Sunway Lagoon to celebrate remember i told you ?. my birthday is that day . okay , if it is 23 November 2010 , i will surely say happy birthday to you guys too . hoping , this years birthday is more syiok then last year . last year also . but hope to get more fun? wanna book chalet ? or bbq ? hee . p6 mah? need to celebrate . scared later cannot see friend anymore . if it happens , i will promise that i will cry man . it will be good day and year ever happen in my life . especially , this year .. i get to know many other BFF for my life . heeee. i wanna freedom that day . on my promise , i will say what i wanted to say to you all . 3 more months . : > ! Weeeee.:D#happyhappyzawiah.com! chey , no la ! kidding . this days , i get to know some of my friends(outside school the) had really change . i could not imagine . all memories fly high away ? so saddd! HOW I WISH THEY HAVE NOT CHANGE:(  soon , i have no friend . expect me to go far2 just to see my besties ? oh hell . NO HEAVEN IS IT?!no ! i would not let this freaking problem happen in my life:>> hurm , kay . wish me good luck for exam(PSLE) soon coming . Love ya! hope break fast coming . left how many more hours only . kay la ! byebye. tired of typing . waste energy ! see ya!bye!

don't know what to update:(

Harrrlloo . 0_0 ! ouh , PSLE oral English already finish:)) but , still got the M.T the ... woww , seriously , do not know what to update siah . ok lame . i am born this ways . that is why i am ME . Don't really need to love somebody with their looks . but with heart . and i love people with my hearts . not because of looks . if you like people with nice looks , oh please . no need la ! people are born on their on way , and you too . Awesomeness babies , please . LOVE PEOPLE NOT BECAUSE OF LOOKS .. no one will tell that you are ugly , if it happen before . no need sad , just tell them . "EVERY HUMAN BORN IN THEIR ON WAYS , IF YOU DO NOT LIKE , NO NEED SAY ME UGLY LA !" just tell them like that . they have no right against this!okay people . if it happen , do say that .^^okay people . gonna stop updating cause i do not even know what to update . ow . just now , i buy 2 snickers(chocolate) and lollipops . lollipops flavor is strawberry + milk . Nice nice nice . my favorite siah !later , break fast time eat! Wu . i like ! Okay la ! got to end here . Byebye awesome babies ku .

hehe . Awwwwwwww!~

Okay hell ! Today was the best day ever ! It was the best day ever x3 ! My sister update her blog which can make me *** ! Okay , honestly . Cry .. it seriously making me crying man on the same time while i was reading . oh my . i love you too . yeah , i understand it too much , no worries .
Yesh , i am silly and all those character you was talking about . but i still love you la ! i am just the way i am . cause i am born this way :) !okay , i dont know what else to update , okays so .. TOMORROW IS MY PSLE ORAL !! OMG ! i was so scared . okay okay .. i will try my best . Haha , my family did not wish me pe ? okay . it is fine . THANK YOU SHO MUCH ! hehe , lovely sister , tak yah nak kembang kayy? you praise me , i praise you back:P . trolollol ! kuangkuangkuang .... kay la ! this is a short story . Kay bye~~~

okay .. bitch . i will say this ! STOP IT !

NOW , IT IS TIME . HELLO BTW ! URHM , SHUT UP YOU UGLY BUTCH !

Okay , today it was a ____ day cause i get to know that one bitch stalk my blogger . okay ! WHAT YOU WANT ACTUALLY UGLY ? nah , i do not give a damn , so go die !

Nah , my face to you:PP

she is obviously older than me ..i block her at Fb . Yeah , can .. who says cannot? It is my problem weather i wanna block or not . OH SUCKS la glerr ! okay man . nice after all . i like , wish me good luck for this post neither . okay , the main point is please stop acting childish cause i don't hope for it. NO MORE STALKING MY BLOG PLEASE LA !  ONLY THE ONE BECOME MY FOLLOWER ONLY CAN READ! YOU THINK I WANNA PUT YOU AS FOLLOWER?GO DIE LA!I DON'T WANT EITHER FOR IT !CHANGE PLEASE ! THERE ARE STALKER AT MY BLOG . LETS CALL POLICE ! OKAY , I WARN YOU FOR THE FIRST AND LAST TIME ! CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A DAMN OR EVEN FUCK HERE . SO , GET LOST OF MY LIFE ! ni kau kata kau ISLAM ? oh please , if you are a ISLAMIC , prove it to me . i want to see how good is you . "berapa kuat iman kau?" . bila bulan puasa je kau pakai tudung ? eh , baik tak yah la! nak sound2 plak kat FACEBOOK . kalau berani sangat sini lah weii !aku tunggu .. kau mungkin lagi tua then aku tapi aku rasa kau belum cukup MATANG kan ? GO GO GO FROM THIS BLOG ! I DON'T NEED A STALKER HERE OKAY ? JUST GET LOST CAN ? OF COURSE CAN RIGHT ? CAUSE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT !

What happen ? OMG !

Hurm , hello there . Okay , i am here to update . today , my mama asked my sister to reverse her car a bit . But then , MY SISTER CAR IS AUTOMATIC ! The car reverse itself . then hit many things ! Okay best . it is simply private . everything goes OKAY . No worry ! urm , just do not know what else to update .. seriously . DAMN ! okay , my mama will cook fried spaghetti ! hurm , last time they fight . now , they a bit okay i think ! so , what else to update here ? okay i will clean up my sister leg . she went to the clinic just now . the doctor says she need to clean up the wound .okay , later i need to help her . i was seriously do not know what to do after this la ! oh my god . i need someone to hear my tears . i seriously need it ! okay , for now .. all of you are the one that will hear my tears . this world ?-.- it change a lot lot lot !~okay la you all . i need to clean up my own tears . Nerdyss, oh please ! what to do? what to do ? what to do ? what to do ? WHAT TO DO ? Fuck my life la ! Stress stress stress . honestly , this lately .. i have been updating all about stress ! what happen to me ? Just gonna wipe my tears right now . and SHUT MY MOUTH UP ! and act like nothing happen . listening to songs. while updating . hope after this , everything will be ALRIGHT .okay best . i like it very much . Ya , like it a lot ! gotta shut my mouth and do nothing after this ! can i get what i should get after this ? all i ask is simple . HAPPINESS , FREEDOM , OUT OF STRESS AND MOST LASTLY .. NO AFRAID OR ANYTHING ELSE !  okay la , bye bye . i just want to calm myself right now . thanks a lot AWESOME BABIES !

Don't know want to write what title:P

Haloww there . New post again ;P ! Hm , when i break fast just now , my lovely sister cooked chicken soto , it was nicer then my school want ehh ! Haha .. nice after all . i like . i want ask her to marry tomorrow ! Oh , chey ya ! After eating , get a simply freaking news from my besties .. they said that , this girl name Shafikah at my class say her ACTION ? OMG ? she will never change .. almost 2 years you know . i was very shock of it ! Ishishish . the world will turns to what kind of world after this ? i just can't get enough ? And , at the same time , my father become mad0_0! he make the video player like shit ! what is happening with people around me ? i was feeling sucks ? oh my , i need someone now .. seriously  , i need a listening ear right now~,~
There a picture for you . ! Problems here and there . now , i learn a lesson .... a man(male) always act good . act power , they thinks all the(females) need to become like them ? Oh fuck luhh! i hope all the person who acts good die soon ... especially male !
I DON"T GIVE A FUCK HERE ! SO , GET LOST~~~~
GETTING BORED OF MY OWN LIFE... hurmm .... Bye , awesome babies .. Thanks for reading:)

When?

Hehe .Yeah ! I gonna soon get my S T I C K Y ! Whuuu ! Yay ! Happy2 ! When i collected , i will take picture and put at FACEBOOK & AT BLOGGER ! Yeahyeah ! I like ! This
time round , i take the (I LOVE YOU) the ! Yeah , cause Angry birds and the (Panda Rock) always not in stock ! Walauuuuu ! haha , i tell Ashura to msg me if they are IN STOCK ! FYI , i will collext the S T I C K Y at Woodlands MRT ! I do not know at where .. But , nearby there got Mc'd ! i shall ask Ashura to wait me there (when not fasting day) but , i think i will get it on the fasting month so , where else to meet ? Ashura ! Where ? Haha , she will inform me later ! Whuuu ! I lov'in it ! Nah , there a smiley for you guys---------------->
Later , when i collected .. I write a new post for all of you uhh ? Kay luhh , i want to Facebook-ing ! Bubbye .. Brb ! By the way , thanks for reading .. If you want to order , i can help .. But , must meet in SINGAPORE to pass the S T I C K Y ! Again , bye bye !

STICKY!

Haha .. In facebook , this girl name Ashura sell my favourite sweet .. STICKY ! OMG ! haha .. I L O V E I T !
I STARTED TO ORDER IT .  There are many kinds . Also , got the Angry Birds the ! I like it ! Yuuhhuu . Gonna collect it soon .. Ashura will inform me when . If who read this , you want order .. Tell me , later i help . Tips to me a bit luhh kay ? Cheyya , joking . Kay , time for bed ! Byebye awesome babies !

I WILL SMILE:)

Helloowww Awesome Babies ! I will smile to you if others don't , and i promise i will be " YELLOW" . You make me blushed all the way . I was surprise . You really did it . You have make her lost trust on you .. Now , i have lost trust to you . I can only smile for it  , but my souls would't smile . It will be"BLUE" as you know i also know the reason . You + me = nothing . People can smile like i do but you do not even take a care cause you will take things for granted . And the things you take for granted have make E V E R Y O N E  lost trust on you ........ Seriously , you have make all of us hurt cause we cried , loved , willing , saved ,promised, tried , owned , smiled , laughed , mad , crazy about you but yet you have destroyed it . now , i won't HOPE for it anymore . I will hope that you will lost in my view . But i had tried , you still make my heart blooms . I promised to you i won't hope for it anymore .. Cause i am sick of it ~ .

i decided to talk !

Harrrrluuu ! Lul , the story starts here . It was a very sad say for me . it is not today but still i can remember what happen to us my deary text friend . i came to know you when we were at the Mc'd ! oww . you change a lot . i was very shock seeing the text .. you ask for my number .. and i give . now , i change my number cause at first i decided to accept you but then the next day i see you with other girl . my eyes was open widely ! Mummy ! i add you at facebook to know you well . i was very surprise .. i saw the girl name was relationshiped with you .. it was 4 months+ i see the relationship . but i d o n ' t e v e n c a r e about it .. cause i had choose the right person in my life .. i dont know what to say . one day , you asked for SORRY but i ignore . you get my address from whom i dont know and my this passport cover .. you know i like Angry Birds ? You gave me that 2 weeks ago . but i started to use it 1 week after the day you gave me at my letterbox nicely wrapped and you gave me this tiny card saying"i love you;please forgive me" i just ignore . you tried to get attention at my Myspace , Friendster , Tumblr, Twitter and MSN ! i felt frustrated ! You get my phone number from nowhere and msg me . I DON'T EVEN CARE A LITTLE BOUT THAT ! Bye awesome babies <3

Whhooooo;i like ..

It is raining .. Eyes open so widely . Hehe .. Cold .. Turn off the air-conditioner still cold . I like .. Whoo .. Now , updating about my dreams .. I dream about my future ^^ cheyya .. Fake .. I dream about something like i just dont know .. Also , i am listening to songs that can make me ; CRY .. cry cry cry .. haha .. i just miss my sister .. i miss her damn muchie♥ love love love .. Kaybye you all .. Continue later ..

Love all of you ...

Have to accept ; can't live without ; let go

Hiiii . Hehe , yesterday Mrs Rajen call me just because of that big eyes girl ! Walaoooo . I just give one sentence to her " i don't want to miss lesson" and get out .. i almost crying but i dont know why . i am not scared , but that big eyes girl accused me . Babisiahhh ! watch out .. after this you think i will talk to you ? Ahhhell ! Nahh , i prefer to talk to the cleaner in the school than to you . OMG ! You think Mrs Rajen is in your sight i scared ? NO ! i dont even take a care about you luhh siahh ! the picture above is not about what , so dont misunderstanding ke yi ? Yesterday , it happens again . He make another problem . so sad , my sis want break but dont know if she did that or not . Injured here and there .. Awesome babies this secret , till there i can tell .. still long the story ; it is secret ! Bubbyeeeeee: >

I LOVE YOU ALL !

Hello , picture you my all !

i love you all my lovelys ! . Everytime i sad , you will C H E E R  me up .. You are the person i really love most; bestfriends , family & Chocolates . i dont know what to say seriously ------shhhhh------

babes , you ARE MY EVERYTHING ! Friends & Family .. i really appreciate this . Haha , random yeah i know . this is better .. before i face all the exams , i want say sorry if i do wrong all of you .. I want to do my exams well and when i do it , i want to feel independence from mistake .. R E M E M  B E R  !  SORRY FOR MY FREAKING MISTAKE . HONESTLY , I LOVE YOU ALL !