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For you bitch! 

Yeah ,i dont care who is this ... Tall and said not important things for what ?? all is simply my problem luhh siahh.. ouhh please luhh bitch .. hehe , this is a picture for you:P think so good right .. take this stupid bitch ! Not happy ? So ? Isn't my problem .. i am happy instead if you not happy .. You say your work is done making me ANGRY ? it is not over yet BITCH ! I DONT GIVE A FUCK THEN !

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All of you make me thinks i am perfect:)

Hmm , i am now in kampung .. Whoooooo .. very tired siahh .. lucky at this kanpung got internet .. ! If not cannot update for all of you , awesome babies .. hehe .. hmm , i am damn boring .. my sis says that she dont care people call her selfish .. Lazy wanna hear all this not important stuffs .. The bitch , ? wow .. she says she will change to a new __________ .. so ? Think i care ?? You will not LAST LONG TILL YOU DIE RIGHT ? Soo ?? hmm , today morning around 5.00 , my sister HAVE to send us here .. then she return home:( hmm , she says she wanna come here to fetch me and my mum:) but , she not double confirm yet .. Walau leyy .. Sho sad .. Hmm , i helped people in the kenduri many things yeah ? Not cause i wanna payment but i just wanna help .. whhooooooooooo , LOL hehe , at here , i do awesomesss things ; climb the trees for some rambutans .. Haha . and many more . i feel good here:)) .. hmm , awesome babies , my sister says she wanna enjoy with life like she does earlier before 2011 .. walao .. she thinks she can enjoy forever like that . Bye awesome babies .. have a sweet dreams tonight:PP thank you cause all of you make me super duper happy today ..

When want go there ?? Today/tmr ??what the ..

Hye awesome babies .. LOL ! Hehe , actually my mother wanna go kampung today cause tmr got this thing call kenduri .. Lazy perr .. i am not sure .. weather my mother wanna go tonight midnight/next morning-.- cause kenduri is on next morning .. hell , that is not so important to me yeah:)) . Today my classmate;boy name starts from F**** says he fall for me a little .. Haha ! Wth .. S or F ?? Hmm , gotta make a quick decision:PP hmm , i feel like i wanna accept F if he ask for stead ... But i got promise with S .. how ?? How ?? HOW ?>< uhhhhhh ! Stress liao .. Wahhh pianggggg .. hehe .. Dude , i love both of you kay ?? muckhsss. bye bye awesome babies .. Love you all muchie muchie awesome babies:PP

Did not manage to go school~

hmmm , what the !! Todae , i am not going t0 school cause i did not realise that i was late ; this morning , my mother wake me up then when we both already prepare to go work/school .. we wake my elder sister up . she says that it is already 6.30am and not 5.30am ! I was like HUH ?i did not realise that time was .. then ~ i am late to school liaooo .. wah piangggggg hoooo .. wuuuu . Monday double confirm many hw the . Hmm , my mother also very funny the .. she still wanna go work , but then she wants to go buy kueh ... she know she wants to eat alone .. but still she go buy keuh till $10 .. wahhh piannnggggggggggggggg . then she look at the time . it is already 8am ! sho fasttt .. then she decided not to go work liaoo .. Half of the kueh was given to my sister boyfriend and the another half is for us to eat^^ .. What i am doing ? N0w , i am updating duuhh .. obviously right ?? Wahh louuu .. che matehr .. hmm , tomorrow updating?? Nahhh , see first how .. my mother MAYBE going to kampung today night or tomorrow morning cause there are something to do right there*_*.. wahh pianggg , kaybye awesomebabies ..^^v

my name wasssssss ..

Haha n.n ! My name was called many times by MDM AIDAH yah yah .. i was very ashamed ! everyone confirm after this say bad things about me .. i cried yeah .. the above teacher name says that i cannot LOVE him .. i was like huh >> ?? cried and cried all along . Motivation talk btw .. huh .. i hope nothing will happen after this .. just  hope days can rewind !! hmm , hahaha .. i dont know what to do .. PLEASE .. i dont wanna forget about himm .. Bye awesome babies .. New post tmr !

尝试和更大的努力 : try and try harder !

I dont know whatelse to do . i know is to LOVE you . If the first try i fail , try and try again . i will never give up on something i cant go a day without cause i truthly love you . i was feeling pink with all . i could not express in words but heart yeahyeah .. so , if you are mine .. i will make sure you will not lost in my view dear lovely boy . Awesome babies out there who read this , please do not try this .. haha , btw today was quiet fun day .. i was tired instead . but what to do .. got to use of it . i am sick with all this super the sucks , wah piang .. hahas .. what i want is not there . i want to get it .. i really miss everything of my memories with you . dont get hurt . once you get that , it will be game over . dont catch cold from your ice in soul my dear. remember what you do to me .. i cant admit what i feel but just got to shut up .. WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE RUNNING AROUND THE SKY .. dont come back to me if you feel your relationship is over . do come now . cause i could not take one more step towards you .. you are the most i love most .. Uhhmmm . learn to leave on my own right now trying to forget you . but i could not .. my ice in my soul to you still not melt .. and it cant melt .. i dont know how to say again . hahas , right now taking my jar and pour water to myself and lose everything from you . you promise to not repeat everything again . but you still tearing my love apart .. everything just falling apart .. just getting sick of my stupid heart towards you . Awesome babies , that's all cause while i typing , i was crying .. PLEASE STOP IT ZAWIAH .. 

Hmm , what to do ?? !! Sucks my life ..

Haha , what a fuiickcss .. Today , teacher call me and say that my maths getting bad .. walao ehh . i dont know why .. i think because i sit beside JASMINE . uhh .. cause she always talk3 to me .. i dont want to change place cause she is a clever girl and she can teach me  .. but if i dont , i will keep on talking and not focus-.- .. i dont want to tell teacher that i wanna change place uhh .. Sial luhh .. hmm , awesome babies , what to do ?? give idea .. i forgot .. you cannot reply .. hahas , i will think bout it ^^ .. Bye awesome babies ..

Love never fails ..

Haha , whooohuu .. 6 days ago . His birthday .. it was damn cool , i give him present but i know i actually can't give but i must .. i know i dont have right to do all this yet i dont care .. Perhaps i am super duper happy . I love you without fail boy . i will wait . i will wait even i know i need to wait till i die . Hahas , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !  my journey is not yet done .. i cant come to the end of the story . Sorry to say this .. At FB , i post on his wall: Sam , happy birthday ! haha , be happy .. Smile always:P and he reply : ThankYou ! ♥ blush all the way !! 我爱你甜心女孩 ♥_ ♥

Friday is such a bad and good day ..

it happen suckly yaya .. friday late and get a awesome slap .. and end up at home .. she talks to me and wat so ever !! so .. we are fine liao .. today ! very happening day .. not very happening .. but okay okay ..eat at Senibong .. and all here .. and also today is his birthday .. 0 days left for me .. i prepare present last minute .. obviously , right now updating my blog .. hope2 on Monday .. i can spent time with him .. haha .. it was such a tiring day .. whooo~~ .. wo hen lei . huh !! i was getting bored after eating and my mood came back when i was at home eating durian with family .. but my dad did not cause he has a high blood pleasure .. pity him , but he still can drunk allya ? that is the fucking point i was worry about .. hmm , as you know .. i am damn sleepy but i feel fun online !! dude .. today is the post about it .. ishhhhhhhhhhh .. i just online and my mum yell liao .. she sleep more better .. if not like pig at home ! i was unlucky .. my mum is like this , i dont want .. i want other kind of mum pls .. haha , my small2 words ends here .. update blog again ?? see first how ! FYI , i am not done with all hw .. i lazy .. listen The lazy song from Bruno Mars .pls dont disturb .. bubbye Zawiah small2 words ..

In kampung right now#

hahas , now i am in kampung .. Ahh suucsskkksss .. Battery low while i am now in one people house cause my mother and sisters go massenge their  body ! Hmm , right now .. i am updating my blog .. bored lahh siah .. lucky i got blog so i can update blog ... hmm , what to do ? I cannot sleep at kampung ehhyy . tomorrow school ! if can nak ponteng je .. Tapi besok ada meeting luhh seyyhh ! Aku malas luhh nak gy .. but the fun is if i go , i can see my friend luhhh siol .. ahhhhhhhhhhhh ! No choice but gotta go .. Btw , later if i never go right , teacher will nag3 .. No choice leyyy .. Facebook , ! problem .. temporary unavailable for a mean time luhh . Ish ! Best day ever or bad day ever do you think so ?? i am bored at this person house .. i feel like wanna walk home~ but i cant .. later mama scold .. FUNNY ! My sister shout siahh when she get massenge by that person ! that sister can stand with pain but things that fly into my head is why she shout like she is very scared of pain instead ? Haha , after this my another sister turn . this sister CANNOT stand with pain ya .. but hope2 she can stand for awhile luhh kan ? hmm , i dont know if i wanna go to do the same or not .. i a bit2 scared luhh .. see first how !! hmm , i need to update blog before school DAYS .. cause later if school start liao . i cannot online to often .. hmmmmmmm . sigh .. how i wish i already not school anymore uhh ? 100% confirm fun ! Can enjoy ...  but , now i need to study and study first so i can relax ! hehehe .. Muahahahahaa ....<# : expired !

Episod 2 . n_n

Haha , so ? episod 2 ... Yeah2 .. he it goes : that time was her GF birthday !  i think they fight .. so he did not went to celebrate it birthday .. he instead go to basketball court to release tension i think^^ ...Uhh i will edit later .. got to do something right now .. Btw , my laptop battery weak already ! brb ..

Episod 2 ? Later luhh ~ Title : Away from home ..

Hmm , now i am away from home . Hehes , yeah .. I want to visit my village there .. i could not be fun but i will try to make it fun:) n_n . Yeah , hope2 my journey to village is all right . Hmm , i miss the village .. for months i never go there hehe .. like what ! Hmm , wish i go there and get to eat fruits that was there .. kay luhh .. until here i update  kay ?? hmm , kaykay .. Whooo~ Fly fly fly high away from home .. brb at night MAYBE ??! 

Episod 1

hmm , yeah .. you can see me smiling all the way ... but you can't even see how much you meant to me .. it is very hurt do you know that i have to let you go without any fucking reasons ? yeah , it is hard for me to cry .. it is hard for me to give up cause i know that i still love you .. you are the guy that always get to win my heart .. Forever i will tell ya this , i will be there waiting for you .. even your not mine .. it is very sad day you know when i saw you doing EVERYTHING with her , my best friend .. It is hard for me to not believe it .. but i have to . Yes it is a very wasting of time for me , but i could not count the days or even the hours i have waited .. till now sweetheart .. you know the reason why ? cause i really love you .. you own my heart deeply into your hands ... i will do anything for you , but not to make myself forgot about you . YOU always fly around my head and even my soul .. your names is always be heard by me ... i could not stop thinking of you  ..Ouh yes , every smile i gave to you is just a sad smile do you know ?? Hmm , gotcha .. you don't even know that .. better , i will not tell .. i want you to be happy with life .. Not to do the opposite . this blog is Episod 1 ..

Nagging always flying in my head , sucks !

Hmm , todae , 3 july 2011 my both sis wanna accompany Jeyhan Shahrin , my first sister boyfriend to eat .. they go out and left me alone .. What am i here ?? Vase ?? Or ?? My dad started to nag and here .. Me the one at home hear the nagging while they foya2 .. hmm , life sucks isn't it .. i feel nothing .. My life is not happening since i was born in this world .. i have no place to write all this but here is where i can write .. while , my mum ask me to off the computer .. If i off , what can i do ?? Tell me .. Be servant is it ? you all think im your dog .. But i have feelings .. My age is enough to go out .. All my friends can go here and there with their age while me ? Stay at home and be dog , yes , i need freedom . If i do not get the 100% freedom is alright .. But I need 50% freedom .. i can't stand in this family any longer .. My mother always nag and nag ... Later on i continue ... 

Yuuuuuuuuu ! This year's lastest post !

Hmm , this year's new post ! I do not open my blogger for a long time .. I will delete this blog soon .. Hmm , i meant i will not open this blog but i will try to visit it^^