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Heylo . Im here to update la. Its a duurrrrr. Haha . Have some fun times and i create a new memories with my beloved "Superhuman" . It is them . Hafizaaah , Ridhuannnn anddddd Arinaahh . Yeah. I love them . They are the perfect three. I dont care much if you all want talk about me . But hey , are you too perfect to judge me? Huh?? No right? Even , you are more older then me. Hum , 9/10/11/12 December , i will be going KL:/ . Haisshh. Holiday. What school am i going... I am thinking about that. Here is my best friend , she already last long with her BF . For about 8/9 months .. Really eh . Its a fact okaay . Haish . Okaay . I think , i wanna be single . So ? Its not your business actually. Facebook is not only a place that can communicate, but also to express some feelings. Hey , i just found out my new boyfriend . A Samsung Galaxy Ace only cost $299 and a Iphone4s cost $680 and a China Iphone4 is $99. Wow . The most i wanna buy here .. i mean my favorite is Samsung Galaxy Ace. Hey bitch . That is my new boyfriend . Not happy is it uh? Huh? :ppp I've got no things to update actually . Haish, im just bored ler. Now , i create a Youtube Channel . But , not as pretty as you think . It is in PROCESS. the theme is the most important you know. Inside it , i wanna download all my friends or my cover, a song cover. I wanna become a person that can make money by that. i wanna make a website. Some thing like FACEBOOK. but not exactly look the same lerr. A website that is more useful for Teenagers. From there , i can make money. That money, i will use for my own needs. Till when i wanna use my parents money?? huh?? need make money lerr. Im too young to work. So? make money by a different way. Whoever who wanna join .,,, must be good in business. Im gonna take a member . idk la . This is my plan laaa. so , dont copy uh . It is now in the PROCESS too . Just wait. Hey , NurulZawiahSamat is sleepy and bored. Here a kiss and i gonna sleep till tomorrow . Love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Muahhh.

Pissed off .

Ok . Hello . Imma not SINGLE . get it ? Awesome right ? just like one clap . haha . Gonna be secret TOTALLY . Today . wow . today ....... I NEVER GO SCHOOL . Power right ? Cause , yesterday play rain . go home .. go skate , hang out . never go bath first . i lazy uh . cause , that time my attention was only going out . Okay ? So yeah . Go back from skate , found myself dead meat . Cheh , fever la . I'm just being lazy to get out from house . So , all i do is ???? ONLINE . okay .. Shit happen today .. Kaylaa , it was like BLANK . secret . Cause , you will not know about it . Hemm . I just can't stand about it . So how's about your r/s with him also i ain't know about it . it is just easy . Just admit the thing that you should . Okay . What's flying on your mind is why i never tell the truth? okay , i will tell when you ask . Understand ? so , its all about things that i must solve on Monday . okay , the thing that i was wondering today was .. she does not miss me? my sister . OMG . i think she forgets me . :"( oklaa , im so sad about it . i was just like im gonna CRY . oh my gosh . everything really change . Sister , if you read this ... im gonna tell you that .. if you love me . come back home . i miss eating Chicken Chop and Tutti Frutti . I miss jogging with you and your boyfriend . i miss everything . the most thing i miss is to eat Maggie Goreng Mamak Ayam and i miss going to Danga Bay . Karoake . and all those . you remember after school you fetch me home ?? we wait for mama . we try to search out money to buy food . i miss eating your experiment when it was fasting month . i miss to fight with you . i miss you nagging , crying and all . I miss the most awkward moment when the thing on your boyfriend . i miss going under your boyfriend house . and all . all this while , your car .. the only one that make me feel that i have all kind of moments . We went to kampong , waterfall . Singapore ? and all ?? Even supermarket . mama is now hard to shop . Cause , she can't go supermarket . Every morning . i need to wake up at 3 and when to bibik house and wake up at 6 while , i sleep at 1.30 you can imagine? Since your'e gone , i have no where to share everything that i want to share with . i miss hugging you . i miss your Maggie . i miss everything . and the reason that i always ask you to be home is to do all this and to be beside me . there is somewhere that your fingertips still rest . and it will be forever there . Oh no . you must know how much i really miss you now . im still crying . Your another sister , that hate me so deeply , promise to buy me a supra . that is what i want from her . and she say okay . you? what i want from you is to go home . and that's all . Im gonna cry if you are not here when i collect my result and also on my birthday . i will be disappointed . Seriously . oh no . i was so sad . i just can't continue this story up . Cause , i afraid ... i will regret to believe that you will be home . cause i know , it will take years . Once again , i miss you . i will do it once but not twice :"(

Lalala . haaaaaaaaaaaaaa-.-

Hello People . Ok , this lately , i am a bit busy . sorry eh . Cause , im not too free to update like i does before . Cause , i fell sick this lately . i just dont know why . I D K . Nanana . Ok . Yesterday at school .. we've plan out something . Hehe . Meowwww . Its secret babes .  I lost MY VOICE today . serious . Lost it alr . Its gone . So , bye my voice . Hope to recover today . if not ... tomorrow ... SUCH trouble . i wanna talk . and that's my habit in school . This days too , i am becoming a SKATER . Cause i hang out with my cousin . and , that's cool . i don't care what  people gonna say . But , again . I was born THIS way . So , just screw up the mess in your mouth : P . Nannanannana . Bluekkk . I am too lazy in my life . Cause , im damnly BORED . No one accompany me . I miss my FAMILY . eh eh eh , you heard something ? Yes , i heard something right now . Hehe . My phone spoil:( sorry lorrrr  , if i never call or MSG you . Sorry sorry sorry . papapapapapapaapapapap . imma bored bored bored bored . But , i feel like eating . But , My mama haven cook . Eh eh , what school i should choose? Canberra ? Marsiling ? Northland ? another 3 more choice? Hang on it first laa , cause now currently waiting for my RESULT 0.o haizz . i wonder how my result like . Can i be in Normal Academic ? Cause , that is what i wanna . No Express . It's hard enough ok ? Haha . i hope to go Private School . But , as you see . I think i can't . Cause , it is far away . Ok . bye . hehe . why people always say that . How hard a girl study , they will end up to be in the kitchen . SO ? Hello . For your Info , F Y I  , not all . as you see , some of them NOT in kitchen . haha . so better shut your freaking asshole thought . ok ? Babes , i need to go . Mwehehehehe . I want play game . hehe:P Meow meow . ILY .

Weellloooo~

oh hello , buccy spuccy babies ... i have a good and bad news . gonna tell all the good wants first... First , my last exam in primary school over liaoooo. hahakkk. can enjoy.... people busy preparing for graduation day. me? hahas , i nebaaarrrr join:( che cherrr no gippp. like what horhh? blame on her , not me:) some more , that time my besties tell me ..... HE ask stead . weeeee . i like . but , they both haven break out. how? must wait? dont know la.. i was born this way heyyy. okay. RANDOM. hahas , okok. that time , i was apart with my other friend . then , we fight fight fight . later how many days past , ok liaooo. haizz. then , this lately , i always fight want. i feel like :( . like this . Bad news , my sister did not call me at all . yes , she did try . but , i always give excuses . cause , i am disappointed of her . and that's what i mean. this lately , i do not know what to do leh . sad sad sad ... hahak , and ... sorry because long long time no update . and also , when as soon as psle over.. i nebbaaarrrr update . im so so so sorry . my internet got some problem:) klah , byebye. here some pictha:> . hehe . i will update if i free. MeowILY.

hahak . PAPI !

hello! many story to tell you now . okay , i am sorry cause long time no update . cause , since now ... i am revising all subject. you know that? cause Primary School Leaving Examination coming. and also , everything change . old things in my life that happen before ... repeats again . sad sad sad . okay , she forgets about me already . news also don't have?? she love to live there . let her be. just don't REGRET . wish me luck on everything that happen to me . Nah , every thing change . understand? so sad . starting from that day on wards , i am in BIG trouble. no transport . have to wake up early in the morning to go aunt house sleep there. you can imagine it? it was suck . just hate being me . get it?? every problems i go through , will be sad . just hope to be happy just now , but .... NAH ! i seriously hate my life . okay . you guys think that all my word is a lie right?? okay , it is not a lie . ONCE I SAY I HATE MY LIFE MEANS IT REALLY HAPPEN . cause i never lie . i deserve all this . i deserve it. okay?? everything i do from stopping it ... it can't be exactly like that ! oh ! you wait i DEAD then you will regret? one word to describe .... ITS TOO LATE . just hate it . how i wish i never ever even born in this earth . i thought i am LUCKY!~ but , no no no ! okay la . no further . later OUT OF LIMITS ... i learnt how to control limits~ kay byebye ,! sweet dreams .! Lurb you all <3

okay .......

Hello apple banana awesome babies there! i am so sad . cause Primary School Leaving Examination is coming . time past so fast , i am just can't get enough with all this . damn worry , but wish me luck !^^ . hope my sisters were here and give me support . ! one , at her friends house while another at Kuala Lumpur . so sad . left with some gorillas here . 2 gorillas already lost at another jungle .! far from my eyes .. you rocker .! so . i think i cannot update further more . cause i needy study ! study study study ! i promise , i will visit you all by saying how is the paper and so on , but , if i free! sorryyy! not mean anything else !

how i wish this does not happen ... seriously .....

Problems again . everyday , every minute and every seconds ...... every thing changed my life . i really right now thinks that no use of trying and all those freaking things . no use of missing and also no use of hopes anymore . cause she really changed to the new her . she does not cares bout me ! how sad right ? my family always have a freaking life .! no use seriously ! 12 years of sisters . and today , i feel i have no sisters . one and one fighting and ends up ?? me??? okay . i feel quiet good of it . yes . can you see me smiling ? but in sadness , no one knows . i spend days thinking bout how to make them okay .. but , i think it does not goes well ! she's going some where far away from me , and runs to her new FAMILY . serious . i no mood to talk bout this . CAUSE EVERYDAY SOME FREAKING SHITS HAPPEN TO ME ! i feel the different way but the others can't feel . last word to say if you are really going some where far away from me . i shall ask for forgiveness , cried all along , think about you , seeing your pictures , become crazy and all those cause i know ....... you can only depend hope on your new family and all your lovely friends .... no further ! bye , got to pleased her . and hope every thing goes okay after this !

yeah yeah yeah yeah . hoped but all ............

Hello ... it's been six month of their relationships . while me? do nothing . just waiting .. i have been loyal to you , how bout you? okay , lets forget all that . throw away all that memories ... but i couldn't . can you? yeah .. of course . you can't waste your time on me anymore. cause you REALLY love her . i was silly of you. but you're silly with her right . i get the point .. hopes can't be trusted . lets rewind ..... first day for me to love you ... difficult to say la . i came with this freaking romantic dream . i dream what i want . what you did to her . you text , smile , laugh , cry , hug , kiss and many more . hoping that will happen to me . you spent most of your time for her . you will miss her . but .... will you miss someone who love you sincerely ? not about anything on you , but heart to heart? yeah . okay fine . you have choose the right route for your life . i was really tired of waiting ....... many more things i can do besides waiting for you;) ! you and her have a happy life . s i x m o n t h s o f l o v e ... can you imagine? you had a fun day along with her .... me? oh meow . yeah yeah . fun yaw . you know? don't right? months later , i go out with you . some where* . hang out with your friends as while as you. that day ...... i LOST everything from you. we fought . no more contacts . from the contacts , i save your name as _____ and now just ... what happen? we made it over ! that was the fun day ever in my life ! yes . i had tried to do what i do earlier . at sch , every tears came out . at home , every hurt , tears , jealousy and many more . what i do? patients . that is what i always do . you only smile . the rest ?? all fly high high away right .? don't you think so? many times i heard from them that you love to go some where far away from sch .. go where ?? d a t i n g . do i get my answer correct ? i could not be that perfect as her . but yes , you leave me away . lets cry . okay . i shall make you have a great day with your love ones . she is pretty , cute and many more . that's why you choose her . okay babe . lets try the new challenges . now , i do not want to ruin your life out. so , at sch .... i can only see you from a far distance . i can glance at you . rather than stare . do you know ? now , i do not have any more idea how to get you . just quiet . can you do the same way as what i do ? but you do to her? hmm? no ? yes? i was really disappointed . Yes . REALLY . topic : today many REALLY i gave to you ... we ...... yeah yeah yeah ..... now , 11:11 . and it repeats again and again .seriously , i do not know what else . lets us together find our couples . Meow,iloveyou♥

looks different

hello there . what? my aunt rent my dads car. i feel something not too good :( for me , it looks very different . please , take care of that car yaw , i love it ! Sunday get back the car. after that wash up , go watch movie . my dad was the one suffering without that awesome car. luckily , my sister got her own car. i was like oh okay . miss that car too much. now? collection of $$$ getting lesser and lesser . okay , can collect again later on . today , i waked up early ,.. and the first want . cool right?still sleepy actually. wanna sleep back but boring uh . later got fats-.- i just hate being fat . let me thin but not fat . cause i think this ___ kilo gram of me is berry suitable . OH YA ! ~ yesterday , my aunt family come my house . last minute tidy house . my sister boyfriend ? also come:) so fun right? eat many many . nice la. too bad:( yesterday never went to any body house. no collection:( okay la ! got to close down ! update next time ya? *close down*

hari raya is tomorrow ... die die die ~

okay so ? heryo ! wah ... i am here to update yeah? like usual ! weeeeee . HARI RAYA IS TOMORROW ! and still right now , have not tidy the house , not yet prepare for kuih .. and all those stuff . so , later at night maybe will do all that O.o . surprise yeah? as i told earlier . no time. all busy what?! hurm , but the very important things that make me sad oh ya is PSLE coming ,... i cannot raya ! all that stupid freaking government la! wrong set date , bye bye . continue later . nothing much to update!!!

what the?

wow? what the? i was seriously damn shock when i know that ..... 2 days more is the day that i wait for! HARI RAYA ! end of fasting month , can do what ever that i cannot do on fasting month ! wow ! hum , but cannot too like what. Primary School Leaving Examination coming !and i need to study to get my ambition . i hate being at home , yes i have change . and i am a me on myself . don't care what others prefer me to . now , i already getting damn rude to my family. i was just stress . i need what i want . not damn all , but this problem will have no situation . my mother was damn like what. her other "CHILD" was all like she give everything . while me ? this is very the unfair ! i was hum okay . the main point is why my family was like this? every one of them change attitude , i love the old ones !just getting bored of life. need to treat me like a "SERVANT" is it . stupid right? okay , hope i die soon so this world can change the old EARTH . please , i need the old world . and not this world . seriously , don't hope for it . till now , have not buy any preparation for the 2 days time event ! why? last year , 2 weeks early , everything was prepared ! now? last minute . no use of having stupid life. my teacher tell me that , we cannot last minute things . means that , everything cannot last minute . all this while , i feels that i am the luckiest girl ever in world . the answer is no . only sometimes cause someone makes me damn happy !every time i do something always have people make it not that right . i just hate being myself . yeah , i was born this way. but i hate the way i was born . last time i love , but now.. no point of loving it . everything ruined my freaking asshole life . others , have fun .. while me? like shit ! e.g ; people loves to stalk my blog . i don't hope for it . you think i stalk your blog?  hell , i have no time . so what? you do/does not eat pig .. you still you . means that , weather anything you do , i know the person is YOU ! blame on yourself please . do not accused people who have not done anything wrong. please . be matured . not childish . stupid teenagers will the one act childish . i don't mind , if i fought with you . cause i know you no life the person ! CORRECT RIGHT I TYPING !? okay la , you have long time never see me update ? nah , you idiot bitch ! go die can ? for your own good ! oh please?! you just wasting your time stalking my blog oh ya? cause this time , you can do good things;study? come on .. don't waste the buccy spuccy time . cause you can enjoy after the world last examination ends at the primary school days. you can enjoy how much you want ! now , shh shh shh ! go , study . easy , take out a book or what so ever and read? get me? don't waste time. bye bye . better , i go study then wasting my worthy time on YOU BITCH ! :>

HELLO ~

Hello awesome babies . long time no update yeah . hee . Cause everyday some fuck happens ! PROBLEM all the way . it is better for me to hang around with Illydea ! so fun . her friends was so wow ! fun after all yesterday ! more than 20 . not like others do. the others well something like controlling my life oh yeah? hee. that was really sucks! nah , next time i will hang around with them again:> ! yeah ! okay la ! next time update again can ? btw , SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ! yay ! HAHA! BYEBYE ~

hurm..

Helow . sorry if you think i copy your song to my profile here . sorry hor , please. hurm .. getting hungry this days . when eat time , eat many2 no use . later stomach cramp again . how i wish it dont happen:( *sigh*okay , tell you this funny and amazing secret after all yeah ?these days i get easy hungry time . !:< ! what the ?! how can i fast ? but i still fast cause it is simply a small problem . sorry awesome babies for not updating these few days or what so ever , cause i am busy revising oral . yeah , as you know . P6 no life want . hurm , the day i started to use blogger is 23 November 2010. and it is my birthday and also that time , i was in KL ! went to Sunway Lagoon to celebrate remember i told you ?. my birthday is that day . okay , if it is 23 November 2010 , i will surely say happy birthday to you guys too . hoping , this years birthday is more syiok then last year . last year also . but hope to get more fun? wanna book chalet ? or bbq ? hee . p6 mah? need to celebrate . scared later cannot see friend anymore . if it happens , i will promise that i will cry man . it will be good day and year ever happen in my life . especially , this year .. i get to know many other BFF for my life . heeee. i wanna freedom that day . on my promise , i will say what i wanted to say to you all . 3 more months . : > ! Weeeee.:D#happyhappyzawiah.com! chey , no la ! kidding . this days , i get to know some of my friends(outside school the) had really change . i could not imagine . all memories fly high away ? so saddd! HOW I WISH THEY HAVE NOT CHANGE:(  soon , i have no friend . expect me to go far2 just to see my besties ? oh hell . NO HEAVEN IS IT?!no ! i would not let this freaking problem happen in my life:>> hurm , kay . wish me good luck for exam(PSLE) soon coming . Love ya! hope break fast coming . left how many more hours only . kay la ! byebye. tired of typing . waste energy ! see ya!bye!

don't know what to update:(

Harrrlloo . 0_0 ! ouh , PSLE oral English already finish:)) but , still got the M.T the ... woww , seriously , do not know what to update siah . ok lame . i am born this ways . that is why i am ME . Don't really need to love somebody with their looks . but with heart . and i love people with my hearts . not because of looks . if you like people with nice looks , oh please . no need la ! people are born on their on way , and you too . Awesomeness babies , please . LOVE PEOPLE NOT BECAUSE OF LOOKS .. no one will tell that you are ugly , if it happen before . no need sad , just tell them . "EVERY HUMAN BORN IN THEIR ON WAYS , IF YOU DO NOT LIKE , NO NEED SAY ME UGLY LA !" just tell them like that . they have no right against this!okay people . if it happen , do say that .^^okay people . gonna stop updating cause i do not even know what to update . ow . just now , i buy 2 snickers(chocolate) and lollipops . lollipops flavor is strawberry + milk . Nice nice nice . my favorite siah !later , break fast time eat! Wu . i like ! Okay la ! got to end here . Byebye awesome babies ku .

hehe . Awwwwwwww!~

Okay hell ! Today was the best day ever ! It was the best day ever x3 ! My sister update her blog which can make me *** ! Okay , honestly . Cry .. it seriously making me crying man on the same time while i was reading . oh my . i love you too . yeah , i understand it too much , no worries .
Yesh , i am silly and all those character you was talking about . but i still love you la ! i am just the way i am . cause i am born this way :) !okay , i dont know what else to update , okays so .. TOMORROW IS MY PSLE ORAL !! OMG ! i was so scared . okay okay .. i will try my best . Haha , my family did not wish me pe ? okay . it is fine . THANK YOU SHO MUCH ! hehe , lovely sister , tak yah nak kembang kayy? you praise me , i praise you back:P . trolollol ! kuangkuangkuang .... kay la ! this is a short story . Kay bye~~~

okay .. bitch . i will say this ! STOP IT !

NOW , IT IS TIME . HELLO BTW ! URHM , SHUT UP YOU UGLY BUTCH !

Okay , today it was a ____ day cause i get to know that one bitch stalk my blogger . okay ! WHAT YOU WANT ACTUALLY UGLY ? nah , i do not give a damn , so go die !

Nah , my face to you:PP

she is obviously older than me ..i block her at Fb . Yeah , can .. who says cannot? It is my problem weather i wanna block or not . OH SUCKS la glerr ! okay man . nice after all . i like , wish me good luck for this post neither . okay , the main point is please stop acting childish cause i don't hope for it. NO MORE STALKING MY BLOG PLEASE LA !  ONLY THE ONE BECOME MY FOLLOWER ONLY CAN READ! YOU THINK I WANNA PUT YOU AS FOLLOWER?GO DIE LA!I DON'T WANT EITHER FOR IT !CHANGE PLEASE ! THERE ARE STALKER AT MY BLOG . LETS CALL POLICE ! OKAY , I WARN YOU FOR THE FIRST AND LAST TIME ! CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A DAMN OR EVEN FUCK HERE . SO , GET LOST OF MY LIFE ! ni kau kata kau ISLAM ? oh please , if you are a ISLAMIC , prove it to me . i want to see how good is you . "berapa kuat iman kau?" . bila bulan puasa je kau pakai tudung ? eh , baik tak yah la! nak sound2 plak kat FACEBOOK . kalau berani sangat sini lah weii !aku tunggu .. kau mungkin lagi tua then aku tapi aku rasa kau belum cukup MATANG kan ? GO GO GO FROM THIS BLOG ! I DON'T NEED A STALKER HERE OKAY ? JUST GET LOST CAN ? OF COURSE CAN RIGHT ? CAUSE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT !

What happen ? OMG !

Hurm , hello there . Okay , i am here to update . today , my mama asked my sister to reverse her car a bit . But then , MY SISTER CAR IS AUTOMATIC ! The car reverse itself . then hit many things ! Okay best . it is simply private . everything goes OKAY . No worry ! urm , just do not know what else to update .. seriously . DAMN ! okay , my mama will cook fried spaghetti ! hurm , last time they fight . now , they a bit okay i think ! so , what else to update here ? okay i will clean up my sister leg . she went to the clinic just now . the doctor says she need to clean up the wound .okay , later i need to help her . i was seriously do not know what to do after this la ! oh my god . i need someone to hear my tears . i seriously need it ! okay , for now .. all of you are the one that will hear my tears . this world ?-.- it change a lot lot lot !~okay la you all . i need to clean up my own tears . Nerdyss, oh please ! what to do? what to do ? what to do ? what to do ? WHAT TO DO ? Fuck my life la ! Stress stress stress . honestly , this lately .. i have been updating all about stress ! what happen to me ? Just gonna wipe my tears right now . and SHUT MY MOUTH UP ! and act like nothing happen . listening to songs. while updating . hope after this , everything will be ALRIGHT .okay best . i like it very much . Ya , like it a lot ! gotta shut my mouth and do nothing after this ! can i get what i should get after this ? all i ask is simple . HAPPINESS , FREEDOM , OUT OF STRESS AND MOST LASTLY .. NO AFRAID OR ANYTHING ELSE !  okay la , bye bye . i just want to calm myself right now . thanks a lot AWESOME BABIES !

Don't know want to write what title:P

Haloww there . New post again ;P ! Hm , when i break fast just now , my lovely sister cooked chicken soto , it was nicer then my school want ehh ! Haha .. nice after all . i like . i want ask her to marry tomorrow ! Oh , chey ya ! After eating , get a simply freaking news from my besties .. they said that , this girl name Shafikah at my class say her ACTION ? OMG ? she will never change .. almost 2 years you know . i was very shock of it ! Ishishish . the world will turns to what kind of world after this ? i just can't get enough ? And , at the same time , my father become mad0_0! he make the video player like shit ! what is happening with people around me ? i was feeling sucks ? oh my , i need someone now .. seriously  , i need a listening ear right now~,~
There a picture for you . ! Problems here and there . now , i learn a lesson .... a man(male) always act good . act power , they thinks all the(females) need to become like them ? Oh fuck luhh! i hope all the person who acts good die soon ... especially male !
I DON"T GIVE A FUCK HERE ! SO , GET LOST~~~~
GETTING BORED OF MY OWN LIFE... hurmm .... Bye , awesome babies .. Thanks for reading:)

When?

Hehe .Yeah ! I gonna soon get my S T I C K Y ! Whuuu ! Yay ! Happy2 ! When i collected , i will take picture and put at FACEBOOK & AT BLOGGER ! Yeahyeah ! I like ! This
time round , i take the (I LOVE YOU) the ! Yeah , cause Angry birds and the (Panda Rock) always not in stock ! Walauuuuu ! haha , i tell Ashura to msg me if they are IN STOCK ! FYI , i will collext the S T I C K Y at Woodlands MRT ! I do not know at where .. But , nearby there got Mc'd ! i shall ask Ashura to wait me there (when not fasting day) but , i think i will get it on the fasting month so , where else to meet ? Ashura ! Where ? Haha , she will inform me later ! Whuuu ! I lov'in it ! Nah , there a smiley for you guys---------------->
Later , when i collected .. I write a new post for all of you uhh ? Kay luhh , i want to Facebook-ing ! Bubbye .. Brb ! By the way , thanks for reading .. If you want to order , i can help .. But , must meet in SINGAPORE to pass the S T I C K Y ! Again , bye bye !

STICKY!

Haha .. In facebook , this girl name Ashura sell my favourite sweet .. STICKY ! OMG ! haha .. I L O V E I T !
I STARTED TO ORDER IT .  There are many kinds . Also , got the Angry Birds the ! I like it ! Yuuhhuu . Gonna collect it soon .. Ashura will inform me when . If who read this , you want order .. Tell me , later i help . Tips to me a bit luhh kay ? Cheyya , joking . Kay , time for bed ! Byebye awesome babies !

I WILL SMILE:)

Helloowww Awesome Babies ! I will smile to you if others don't , and i promise i will be " YELLOW" . You make me blushed all the way . I was surprise . You really did it . You have make her lost trust on you .. Now , i have lost trust to you . I can only smile for it  , but my souls would't smile . It will be"BLUE" as you know i also know the reason . You + me = nothing . People can smile like i do but you do not even take a care cause you will take things for granted . And the things you take for granted have make E V E R Y O N E  lost trust on you ........ Seriously , you have make all of us hurt cause we cried , loved , willing , saved ,promised, tried , owned , smiled , laughed , mad , crazy about you but yet you have destroyed it . now , i won't HOPE for it anymore . I will hope that you will lost in my view . But i had tried , you still make my heart blooms . I promised to you i won't hope for it anymore .. Cause i am sick of it ~ .

i decided to talk !

Harrrrluuu ! Lul , the story starts here . It was a very sad say for me . it is not today but still i can remember what happen to us my deary text friend . i came to know you when we were at the Mc'd ! oww . you change a lot . i was very shock seeing the text .. you ask for my number .. and i give . now , i change my number cause at first i decided to accept you but then the next day i see you with other girl . my eyes was open widely ! Mummy ! i add you at facebook to know you well . i was very surprise .. i saw the girl name was relationshiped with you .. it was 4 months+ i see the relationship . but i d o n ' t e v e n c a r e about it .. cause i had choose the right person in my life .. i dont know what to say . one day , you asked for SORRY but i ignore . you get my address from whom i dont know and my this passport cover .. you know i like Angry Birds ? You gave me that 2 weeks ago . but i started to use it 1 week after the day you gave me at my letterbox nicely wrapped and you gave me this tiny card saying"i love you;please forgive me" i just ignore . you tried to get attention at my Myspace , Friendster , Tumblr, Twitter and MSN ! i felt frustrated ! You get my phone number from nowhere and msg me . I DON'T EVEN CARE A LITTLE BOUT THAT ! Bye awesome babies <3

Whhooooo;i like ..

It is raining .. Eyes open so widely . Hehe .. Cold .. Turn off the air-conditioner still cold . I like .. Whoo .. Now , updating about my dreams .. I dream about my future ^^ cheyya .. Fake .. I dream about something like i just dont know .. Also , i am listening to songs that can make me ; CRY .. cry cry cry .. haha .. i just miss my sister .. i miss her damn muchie♥ love love love .. Kaybye you all .. Continue later ..

Love all of you ...

Have to accept ; can't live without ; let go

Hiiii . Hehe , yesterday Mrs Rajen call me just because of that big eyes girl ! Walaoooo . I just give one sentence to her " i don't want to miss lesson" and get out .. i almost crying but i dont know why . i am not scared , but that big eyes girl accused me . Babisiahhh ! watch out .. after this you think i will talk to you ? Ahhhell ! Nahh , i prefer to talk to the cleaner in the school than to you . OMG ! You think Mrs Rajen is in your sight i scared ? NO ! i dont even take a care about you luhh siahh ! the picture above is not about what , so dont misunderstanding ke yi ? Yesterday , it happens again . He make another problem . so sad , my sis want break but dont know if she did that or not . Injured here and there .. Awesome babies this secret , till there i can tell .. still long the story ; it is secret ! Bubbyeeeeee: >

I LOVE YOU ALL !

Hello , picture you my all !

i love you all my lovelys ! . Everytime i sad , you will C H E E R  me up .. You are the person i really love most; bestfriends , family & Chocolates . i dont know what to say seriously ------shhhhh------

babes , you ARE MY EVERYTHING ! Friends & Family .. i really appreciate this . Haha , random yeah i know . this is better .. before i face all the exams , i want say sorry if i do wrong all of you .. I want to do my exams well and when i do it , i want to feel independence from mistake .. R E M E M  B E R  !  SORRY FOR MY FREAKING MISTAKE . HONESTLY , I LOVE YOU ALL !

Read this women !

For you bitch! 

Yeah ,i dont care who is this ... Tall and said not important things for what ?? all is simply my problem luhh siahh.. ouhh please luhh bitch .. hehe , this is a picture for you:P think so good right .. take this stupid bitch ! Not happy ? So ? Isn't my problem .. i am happy instead if you not happy .. You say your work is done making me ANGRY ? it is not over yet BITCH ! I DONT GIVE A FUCK THEN !

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All of you make me thinks i am perfect:)

Hmm , i am now in kampung .. Whoooooo .. very tired siahh .. lucky at this kanpung got internet .. ! If not cannot update for all of you , awesome babies .. hehe .. hmm , i am damn boring .. my sis says that she dont care people call her selfish .. Lazy wanna hear all this not important stuffs .. The bitch , ? wow .. she says she will change to a new __________ .. so ? Think i care ?? You will not LAST LONG TILL YOU DIE RIGHT ? Soo ?? hmm , today morning around 5.00 , my sister HAVE to send us here .. then she return home:( hmm , she says she wanna come here to fetch me and my mum:) but , she not double confirm yet .. Walau leyy .. Sho sad .. Hmm , i helped people in the kenduri many things yeah ? Not cause i wanna payment but i just wanna help .. whhooooooooooo , LOL hehe , at here , i do awesomesss things ; climb the trees for some rambutans .. Haha . and many more . i feel good here:)) .. hmm , awesome babies , my sister says she wanna enjoy with life like she does earlier before 2011 .. walao .. she thinks she can enjoy forever like that . Bye awesome babies .. have a sweet dreams tonight:PP thank you cause all of you make me super duper happy today ..

When want go there ?? Today/tmr ??what the ..

Hye awesome babies .. LOL ! Hehe , actually my mother wanna go kampung today cause tmr got this thing call kenduri .. Lazy perr .. i am not sure .. weather my mother wanna go tonight midnight/next morning-.- cause kenduri is on next morning .. hell , that is not so important to me yeah:)) . Today my classmate;boy name starts from F**** says he fall for me a little .. Haha ! Wth .. S or F ?? Hmm , gotta make a quick decision:PP hmm , i feel like i wanna accept F if he ask for stead ... But i got promise with S .. how ?? How ?? HOW ?>< uhhhhhh ! Stress liao .. Wahhh pianggggg .. hehe .. Dude , i love both of you kay ?? muckhsss. bye bye awesome babies .. Love you all muchie muchie awesome babies:PP

Did not manage to go school~

hmmm , what the !! Todae , i am not going t0 school cause i did not realise that i was late ; this morning , my mother wake me up then when we both already prepare to go work/school .. we wake my elder sister up . she says that it is already 6.30am and not 5.30am ! I was like HUH ?i did not realise that time was .. then ~ i am late to school liaooo .. wah piangggggg hoooo .. wuuuu . Monday double confirm many hw the . Hmm , my mother also very funny the .. she still wanna go work , but then she wants to go buy kueh ... she know she wants to eat alone .. but still she go buy keuh till $10 .. wahhh piannnggggggggggggggg . then she look at the time . it is already 8am ! sho fasttt .. then she decided not to go work liaoo .. Half of the kueh was given to my sister boyfriend and the another half is for us to eat^^ .. What i am doing ? N0w , i am updating duuhh .. obviously right ?? Wahh louuu .. che matehr .. hmm , tomorrow updating?? Nahhh , see first how .. my mother MAYBE going to kampung today night or tomorrow morning cause there are something to do right there*_*.. wahh pianggg , kaybye awesomebabies ..^^v

my name wasssssss ..

Haha n.n ! My name was called many times by MDM AIDAH yah yah .. i was very ashamed ! everyone confirm after this say bad things about me .. i cried yeah .. the above teacher name says that i cannot LOVE him .. i was like huh >> ?? cried and cried all along . Motivation talk btw .. huh .. i hope nothing will happen after this .. just  hope days can rewind !! hmm , hahaha .. i dont know what to do .. PLEASE .. i dont wanna forget about himm .. Bye awesome babies .. New post tmr !

尝试和更大的努力 : try and try harder !

I dont know whatelse to do . i know is to LOVE you . If the first try i fail , try and try again . i will never give up on something i cant go a day without cause i truthly love you . i was feeling pink with all . i could not express in words but heart yeahyeah .. so , if you are mine .. i will make sure you will not lost in my view dear lovely boy . Awesome babies out there who read this , please do not try this .. haha , btw today was quiet fun day .. i was tired instead . but what to do .. got to use of it . i am sick with all this super the sucks , wah piang .. hahas .. what i want is not there . i want to get it .. i really miss everything of my memories with you . dont get hurt . once you get that , it will be game over . dont catch cold from your ice in soul my dear. remember what you do to me .. i cant admit what i feel but just got to shut up .. WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE RUNNING AROUND THE SKY .. dont come back to me if you feel your relationship is over . do come now . cause i could not take one more step towards you .. you are the most i love most .. Uhhmmm . learn to leave on my own right now trying to forget you . but i could not .. my ice in my soul to you still not melt .. and it cant melt .. i dont know how to say again . hahas , right now taking my jar and pour water to myself and lose everything from you . you promise to not repeat everything again . but you still tearing my love apart .. everything just falling apart .. just getting sick of my stupid heart towards you . Awesome babies , that's all cause while i typing , i was crying .. PLEASE STOP IT ZAWIAH .. 

Hmm , what to do ?? !! Sucks my life ..

Haha , what a fuiickcss .. Today , teacher call me and say that my maths getting bad .. walao ehh . i dont know why .. i think because i sit beside JASMINE . uhh .. cause she always talk3 to me .. i dont want to change place cause she is a clever girl and she can teach me  .. but if i dont , i will keep on talking and not focus-.- .. i dont want to tell teacher that i wanna change place uhh .. Sial luhh .. hmm , awesome babies , what to do ?? give idea .. i forgot .. you cannot reply .. hahas , i will think bout it ^^ .. Bye awesome babies ..

Love never fails ..

Haha , whooohuu .. 6 days ago . His birthday .. it was damn cool , i give him present but i know i actually can't give but i must .. i know i dont have right to do all this yet i dont care .. Perhaps i am super duper happy . I love you without fail boy . i will wait . i will wait even i know i need to wait till i die . Hahas , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !  my journey is not yet done .. i cant come to the end of the story . Sorry to say this .. At FB , i post on his wall: Sam , happy birthday ! haha , be happy .. Smile always:P and he reply : ThankYou ! ♥ blush all the way !! 我爱你甜心女孩 ♥_ ♥

Friday is such a bad and good day ..

it happen suckly yaya .. friday late and get a awesome slap .. and end up at home .. she talks to me and wat so ever !! so .. we are fine liao .. today ! very happening day .. not very happening .. but okay okay ..eat at Senibong .. and all here .. and also today is his birthday .. 0 days left for me .. i prepare present last minute .. obviously , right now updating my blog .. hope2 on Monday .. i can spent time with him .. haha .. it was such a tiring day .. whooo~~ .. wo hen lei . huh !! i was getting bored after eating and my mood came back when i was at home eating durian with family .. but my dad did not cause he has a high blood pleasure .. pity him , but he still can drunk allya ? that is the fucking point i was worry about .. hmm , as you know .. i am damn sleepy but i feel fun online !! dude .. today is the post about it .. ishhhhhhhhhhh .. i just online and my mum yell liao .. she sleep more better .. if not like pig at home ! i was unlucky .. my mum is like this , i dont want .. i want other kind of mum pls .. haha , my small2 words ends here .. update blog again ?? see first how ! FYI , i am not done with all hw .. i lazy .. listen The lazy song from Bruno Mars .pls dont disturb .. bubbye Zawiah small2 words ..

In kampung right now#

hahas , now i am in kampung .. Ahh suucsskkksss .. Battery low while i am now in one people house cause my mother and sisters go massenge their  body ! Hmm , right now .. i am updating my blog .. bored lahh siah .. lucky i got blog so i can update blog ... hmm , what to do ? I cannot sleep at kampung ehhyy . tomorrow school ! if can nak ponteng je .. Tapi besok ada meeting luhh seyyhh ! Aku malas luhh nak gy .. but the fun is if i go , i can see my friend luhhh siol .. ahhhhhhhhhhhh ! No choice but gotta go .. Btw , later if i never go right , teacher will nag3 .. No choice leyyy .. Facebook , ! problem .. temporary unavailable for a mean time luhh . Ish ! Best day ever or bad day ever do you think so ?? i am bored at this person house .. i feel like wanna walk home~ but i cant .. later mama scold .. FUNNY ! My sister shout siahh when she get massenge by that person ! that sister can stand with pain but things that fly into my head is why she shout like she is very scared of pain instead ? Haha , after this my another sister turn . this sister CANNOT stand with pain ya .. but hope2 she can stand for awhile luhh kan ? hmm , i dont know if i wanna go to do the same or not .. i a bit2 scared luhh .. see first how !! hmm , i need to update blog before school DAYS .. cause later if school start liao . i cannot online to often .. hmmmmmmm . sigh .. how i wish i already not school anymore uhh ? 100% confirm fun ! Can enjoy ...  but , now i need to study and study first so i can relax ! hehehe .. Muahahahahaa ....<# : expired !

Episod 2 . n_n

Haha , so ? episod 2 ... Yeah2 .. he it goes : that time was her GF birthday !  i think they fight .. so he did not went to celebrate it birthday .. he instead go to basketball court to release tension i think^^ ...Uhh i will edit later .. got to do something right now .. Btw , my laptop battery weak already ! brb ..

Episod 2 ? Later luhh ~ Title : Away from home ..

Hmm , now i am away from home . Hehes , yeah .. I want to visit my village there .. i could not be fun but i will try to make it fun:) n_n . Yeah , hope2 my journey to village is all right . Hmm , i miss the village .. for months i never go there hehe .. like what ! Hmm , wish i go there and get to eat fruits that was there .. kay luhh .. until here i update  kay ?? hmm , kaykay .. Whooo~ Fly fly fly high away from home .. brb at night MAYBE ??! 

Episod 1

hmm , yeah .. you can see me smiling all the way ... but you can't even see how much you meant to me .. it is very hurt do you know that i have to let you go without any fucking reasons ? yeah , it is hard for me to cry .. it is hard for me to give up cause i know that i still love you .. you are the guy that always get to win my heart .. Forever i will tell ya this , i will be there waiting for you .. even your not mine .. it is very sad day you know when i saw you doing EVERYTHING with her , my best friend .. It is hard for me to not believe it .. but i have to . Yes it is a very wasting of time for me , but i could not count the days or even the hours i have waited .. till now sweetheart .. you know the reason why ? cause i really love you .. you own my heart deeply into your hands ... i will do anything for you , but not to make myself forgot about you . YOU always fly around my head and even my soul .. your names is always be heard by me ... i could not stop thinking of you  ..Ouh yes , every smile i gave to you is just a sad smile do you know ?? Hmm , gotcha .. you don't even know that .. better , i will not tell .. i want you to be happy with life .. Not to do the opposite . this blog is Episod 1 ..

Nagging always flying in my head , sucks !

Hmm , todae , 3 july 2011 my both sis wanna accompany Jeyhan Shahrin , my first sister boyfriend to eat .. they go out and left me alone .. What am i here ?? Vase ?? Or ?? My dad started to nag and here .. Me the one at home hear the nagging while they foya2 .. hmm , life sucks isn't it .. i feel nothing .. My life is not happening since i was born in this world .. i have no place to write all this but here is where i can write .. while , my mum ask me to off the computer .. If i off , what can i do ?? Tell me .. Be servant is it ? you all think im your dog .. But i have feelings .. My age is enough to go out .. All my friends can go here and there with their age while me ? Stay at home and be dog , yes , i need freedom . If i do not get the 100% freedom is alright .. But I need 50% freedom .. i can't stand in this family any longer .. My mother always nag and nag ... Later on i continue ...