how i wish this does not happen ... seriously .....

Problems again . everyday , every minute and every seconds ...... every thing changed my life . i really right now thinks that no use of trying and all those freaking things . no use of missing and also no use of hopes anymore . cause she really changed to the new her . she does not cares bout me ! how sad right ? my family always have a freaking life .! no use seriously ! 12 years of sisters . and today , i feel i have no sisters . one and one fighting and ends up ?? me??? okay . i feel quiet good of it . yes . can you see me smiling ? but in sadness , no one knows . i spend days thinking bout how to make them okay .. but , i think it does not goes well ! she's going some where far away from me , and runs to her new FAMILY . serious . i no mood to talk bout this . CAUSE EVERYDAY SOME FREAKING SHITS HAPPEN TO ME ! i feel the different way but the others can't feel . last word to say if you are really going some where far away from me . i shall ask for forgiveness , cried all along , think about you , seeing your pictures , become crazy and all those cause i know ....... you can only depend hope on your new family and all your lovely friends .... no further ! bye , got to pleased her . and hope every thing goes okay after this !