Pissed off .

Ok . Hello . Imma not SINGLE . get it ? Awesome right ? just like one clap . haha . Gonna be secret TOTALLY . Today . wow . today ....... I NEVER GO SCHOOL . Power right ? Cause , yesterday play rain . go home .. go skate , hang out . never go bath first . i lazy uh . cause , that time my attention was only going out . Okay ? So yeah . Go back from skate , found myself dead meat . Cheh , fever la . I'm just being lazy to get out from house . So , all i do is ???? ONLINE . okay .. Shit happen today .. Kaylaa , it was like BLANK . secret . Cause , you will not know about it . Hemm . I just can't stand about it . So how's about your r/s with him also i ain't know about it . it is just easy . Just admit the thing that you should . Okay . What's flying on your mind is why i never tell the truth? okay , i will tell when you ask . Understand ? so , its all about things that i must solve on Monday . okay , the thing that i was wondering today was .. she does not miss me? my sister . OMG . i think she forgets me . :"( oklaa , im so sad about it . i was just like im gonna CRY . oh my gosh . everything really change . Sister , if you read this ... im gonna tell you that .. if you love me . come back home . i miss eating Chicken Chop and Tutti Frutti . I miss jogging with you and your boyfriend . i miss everything . the most thing i miss is to eat Maggie Goreng Mamak Ayam and i miss going to Danga Bay . Karoake . and all those . you remember after school you fetch me home ?? we wait for mama . we try to search out money to buy food . i miss eating your experiment when it was fasting month . i miss to fight with you . i miss you nagging , crying and all . I miss the most awkward moment when the thing on your boyfriend . i miss going under your boyfriend house . and all . all this while , your car .. the only one that make me feel that i have all kind of moments . We went to kampong , waterfall . Singapore ? and all ?? Even supermarket . mama is now hard to shop . Cause , she can't go supermarket . Every morning . i need to wake up at 3 and when to bibik house and wake up at 6 while , i sleep at 1.30 you can imagine? Since your'e gone , i have no where to share everything that i want to share with . i miss hugging you . i miss your Maggie . i miss everything . and the reason that i always ask you to be home is to do all this and to be beside me . there is somewhere that your fingertips still rest . and it will be forever there . Oh no . you must know how much i really miss you now . im still crying . Your another sister , that hate me so deeply , promise to buy me a supra . that is what i want from her . and she say okay . you? what i want from you is to go home . and that's all . Im gonna cry if you are not here when i collect my result and also on my birthday . i will be disappointed . Seriously . oh no . i was so sad . i just can't continue this story up . Cause , i afraid ... i will regret to believe that you will be home . cause i know , it will take years . Once again , i miss you . i will do it once but not twice :"(