Episod 1

hmm , yeah .. you can see me smiling all the way ... but you can't even see how much you meant to me .. it is very hurt do you know that i have to let you go without any fucking reasons ? yeah , it is hard for me to cry .. it is hard for me to give up cause i know that i still love you .. you are the guy that always get to win my heart .. Forever i will tell ya this , i will be there waiting for you .. even your not mine .. it is very sad day you know when i saw you doing EVERYTHING with her , my best friend .. It is hard for me to not believe it .. but i have to . Yes it is a very wasting of time for me , but i could not count the days or even the hours i have waited .. till now sweetheart .. you know the reason why ? cause i really love you .. you own my heart deeply into your hands ... i will do anything for you , but not to make myself forgot about you . YOU always fly around my head and even my soul .. your names is always be heard by me ... i could not stop thinking of you  ..Ouh yes , every smile i gave to you is just a sad smile do you know ?? Hmm , gotcha .. you don't even know that .. better , i will not tell .. i want you to be happy with life .. Not to do the opposite . this blog is Episod 1 ..