尝试和更大的努力 : try and try harder !

I dont know whatelse to do . i know is to LOVE you . If the first try i fail , try and try again . i will never give up on something i cant go a day without cause i truthly love you . i was feeling pink with all . i could not express in words but heart yeahyeah .. so , if you are mine .. i will make sure you will not lost in my view dear lovely boy . Awesome babies out there who read this , please do not try this .. haha , btw today was quiet fun day .. i was tired instead . but what to do .. got to use of it . i am sick with all this super the sucks , wah piang .. hahas .. what i want is not there . i want to get it .. i really miss everything of my memories with you . dont get hurt . once you get that , it will be game over . dont catch cold from your ice in soul my dear. remember what you do to me .. i cant admit what i feel but just got to shut up .. WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE RUNNING AROUND THE SKY .. dont come back to me if you feel your relationship is over . do come now . cause i could not take one more step towards you .. you are the most i love most .. Uhhmmm . learn to leave on my own right now trying to forget you . but i could not .. my ice in my soul to you still not melt .. and it cant melt .. i dont know how to say again . hahas , right now taking my jar and pour water to myself and lose everything from you . you promise to not repeat everything again . but you still tearing my love apart .. everything just falling apart .. just getting sick of my stupid heart towards you . Awesome babies , that's all cause while i typing , i was crying .. PLEASE STOP IT ZAWIAH ..