Nagging always flying in my head , sucks !

Hmm , todae , 3 july 2011 my both sis wanna accompany Jeyhan Shahrin , my first sister boyfriend to eat .. they go out and left me alone .. What am i here ?? Vase ?? Or ?? My dad started to nag and here .. Me the one at home hear the nagging while they foya2 .. hmm , life sucks isn't it .. i feel nothing .. My life is not happening since i was born in this world .. i have no place to write all this but here is where i can write .. while , my mum ask me to off the computer .. If i off , what can i do ?? Tell me .. Be servant is it ? you all think im your dog .. But i have feelings .. My age is enough to go out .. All my friends can go here and there with their age while me ? Stay at home and be dog , yes , i need freedom . If i do not get the 100% freedom is alright .. But I need 50% freedom .. i can't stand in this family any longer .. My mother always nag and nag ... Later on i continue ...